You need to get out and fly son. I get that you like to build, just like me actually. But it's not even half the hobby. I was so frustrated when I started that I would build plane after plane before I understood the flying part. I trashed over half a dozen planes before it started to click for me. The woman even told me to switch to boats or trucks lol. The cool part is that once you get the flying, the building gets better because you know what you want to do to modify a plane to work better.
Conclusion... get out and start crashing some planes man, that feeling you get when you get a full battery through is so exhilerating