I used to ride motorcycles to get my rush. I had a bad wreck and can't ride anymore. I was kind of lost trying to find something. I found FliteTest. I found that I can get stupid with an RC aircraft and get the same rush, only when I crash and burn? I just build another plane.
Therefore, I build and fly and crash and push and push and push. All for those moments when it just works. I'm hanging off a prop, or I'm flying by on a low pass and I get it right. It's all craziness and whoosh and whoosh and look at that!
I used to find things to tinker with on my bike. My last was a 2009 Yamaha FZ6R. The yellow/black. She was perfect, and all my tinkering was just to play with her. The rush I got from riding her? I commuted on that motorcycle. Year round. My days off were spent in finding and riding down the most windy roads I could find. I was good at it. I could drag a knee.
Accident happened, and now I'm very, very weak. I'll never ride a motorcycle again. I have found that I CAN get the same rush from flying stupid with RC planes. The low, fast pass, seems to offer the most relief. Flying my MSBP and watching it do crazy, gravity defying stuff, is also pretty good.
Yes. I like the adrenaline rush. I NEED it. It keeps me sane. All this doesn't change the fact that you called me out and called me scared.
I WILL one day fly the Spitfire with a 4s battery. I'm actually really looking forward to it. How about you?