if your still learning to fly, I would recommend the Tiny Trainer. In my signature is a link to a 'getting start cheaply' breakdown based on the tiny trainer.
If there is a local flying club, I would check them out and see if someone there is willing to teach you how to fly, as it will make learning to fly much easier. A second option would be to get a simulator, so you can get your crashes out in a simulator, were starting over is a press of a button instead of repairing your craft.
Flite Test has a bunch of good getting started videos.