Jugsy, right on man! Ain't no reason to be worried about flying. If it ain't either thrilling or relaxing, you are doing it wrong. It also really helps to fly with people who feel the same way towards flying. If you crash, you laugh, they laugh, you go get the parts of your plane, duct tape it back together, see if it flies, crash again, laugh some more, rinse and repeat.
Heck, I have broken the front of my Starlite off at least 5 times. I consider the front of the plane a wear part, just like tires on a car. when it breaks off, I build a new one, put it on, harbor freight super glue, monokote goodness, looks new, ready to rock. Take a pair of pliers and straighten my motor out best I can, and go fly. Smite it into the ground due to some darn reason, and do it again. Balsa is cheap.