Sorry bud, but going to have to agree with Chuppster and Flying Monkey. There is no easy button. Just got to keep plugging away. I had no local support either, and while I now know how to fly, I crashed many planes before success. I still am nowhere near where I could design a cool plane, either, but I'll get there one day. Take it one step of the time. Ask more questions. Build tiny trainer after tt or scout or whatever you fancy, but those are skills you'll need as well. When it comes time to build your dream plane you'll have the dexterity you need. I'm pretty sure it took me several planes before I even figured out how to hold the knife straight. I've now been flying for about three years, and while competent, I know there is a ton more to learn. It's a process, not a quick one, but the journey can be enjoyable as you reach toward your end goals. Good luck, don't give up!